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What Am I to You?

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What
is it that attracted to you to me? Was it the stupid way you make me feel even though I know you don't love me. Or maybe it was the fact that I'm too hopeless to let go and love someone else? No, let me guess. It was the way I let you get away with hurting me, in fear of ending you and I?
Am 
I really that stupid? Wait, don't answer. I know all to well the answer thanks to you. But let me just say, that because of you, I am better, stronger and smarter. So
I 
thank you. For hurting me. Who had never loved before. And may never again. For having me forgive you. Because now I know what is truly unforgivable. For ignoring me in public out of embarrassment. It has allowed me to gain confidence and build a wall indestructible by any force.
To 
the one I used to love. You probably didn't know me, but boy did I know you. The popular one with the amazing hair and perfect smile. Almost dream-like. Yet I was the one who had uncontrollable hair, an awkward personality and habits/interests, a different type of "popularity", and a "love" strong enough for me not to have let it go after all this time... I always felt I was the weird one, feeling things most people my age don't feel. But in truth, I was just being me. The anime and drawing freak with her head in the clouds, daydreaming. This year, however, I have woken up and I think that I am finally able to
You 
go. It was a beautiful time in my life, but it's over. I m no longer perplexed by the
? 
I had in love.

Good-Bye
I don't even know anymore -__-
Well, I had liked this guy last year, but this year, I realized how much of a jerk he is. Not to me, but just... IDK....
It was a nice feeling, but it wasn't THAT strong, I mean, I'm still young. So why waste time on guys when I have tests and life ahead of me. Besides, even if he had asked me out, I would have said no, since I don't want to start dating until 4-5 years from now :D
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Deathrayplz's avatar
:hug: I wish u the best.